Little Paris

Sambung study or Grown up a business

Been so long dah lama tak update my blog,berhabuk my blog ni hahaha.

Im staying in my colleg already 3y in a half, Dalam bulan 11 aku dah keluar praktikal, totally aku still takut nak masuk alam pekerjaan, dengan majikan tak tahu cemana , is it okay ke tak and dia punya staff jenis memekak ambil hal orang ke tak. uishh nak taknak kena hadap jugak doe. Always doakan segala urusan sentiasa dipermudahkan.

Tadi pergi kedai makan with my whole family and suddenly my father buka cerita about my future bila aku dah keluar college nnti aku akan jadi apa, Who is it truly im gonna be? Fashion designer?,Window Display?,Pattern Maker, Usahawan? haa seriuosly tak dapat fkir dluu!!. My teacher advice tak galakkan sangat untuk sambung study sbb dah lama stay dkat college ni and suddenly dia kata bnyakkan ambil pengalaman kerja dkat tempat orang. And pergi setiap butik show diri sendiri pnya kepakaran kita sendiri, no one will take you but you have to wake up and spread yourself,show your great-side. When you be confidence,everyone will impress your hardwork. haaa tiqah you can do it! huhaaaa!

ALIF

yes,on the 24th nov 2014. The short film named Alif directed by Shahreezan Mareesa by uitm lendu was being post on twitter and baru aku dapat tahu that "dia" was involved at this drama,pelakon utama lak tu haha.His name on this drama was given "Adam Iskandar". Kinda impressive with him with a tiny little voice and dia punya malu and awkward acting haha look cute for me. This drama,give a big moral for me, yes before we want to begin like someone that we love, kita harus cinta Allah s.w.t dan RasulNya.It gave me a big advice to myself,how our heart can fall in love with someone with full of our heart if not from Allah s.w.t yang pupukkan perasaan tu right? Thts kita kena pupuk perasaan kita sebegitu sama dengan sepenuh hati pada Allah s.w.t dan RasulNya. herrmm :). When i saw him acting at Alif short drama, he give me heart open in a slowly way to know more about my religion. Aku bukan seorang yang tinggi about agama but i learned it slowly . i try it!.Aku bagi sikit jalan cerita ni, in this drama,Adam Iskandar,seorang yang kaki minum,parents always luar negara,and jahat suddenly one boy came to him(( Alif )) and give an advice untuk dia berubah. Then one day,dia jumpa seorang perempuan alim dan dia mula jatuh hati. And after that,she meet that girl and confess to her but that girl (( Nur Qaseh Sofea )) refused to accept him and ask him to love Allah s.w.t first before began love someone else. Such a deep haa hahaha. Then,when he remember what Qaseh told her before so pintu hidayah dia terbuka untuk berubah then Alif dengan rela hati nak bantu Adam mengajar lebih tentang islam.

Then after,he change and selalu solat dengan Alif semua. So its give a big moral for me. So i kinda like those drama that they made. Haha. So congrats,Adam Iskandar for your good acting jayakan that drama. Keep it up! Hwaiting!

Someone i like?

Hi! Just wanna say thanks to my friend who give an idea for this title haha.

I like one guys from form 1 until i've been grown up now haha. He not too handsome so much. I just some way that make me attractive to him give me so much inspiration. None of my friend even the closest one know this haha better at keeping secret haa. When it's time bengkel kemahiran hidup so happy sbb dapat tengok dia haha but im such a hopeless girl yelah muka gelap,not kinda a perfectly girl that she been dream of hmm. Bila time rehat,dapat tengok dia dari jauh kinda happy and when dia lalu sebelah aku haih seriously aku tak confidence dengan diri aku hmm always get rid of him. Then tak lama tu,aku dapat tahu she have a girlfriend,satu sekolah pula! haih siapa tak kecewa crush dia kena amik kot haih just can look and pray for their happiness.

But tak lama tu,diorang break and was kinda glad and sad too haa. And zzuuuppp~ after finish all the spm and get the results, dapat tahu pulak yang dia akan continuos dekat uitm lendu,how happy am i and satu u pula dengan megat woii. hahaha. Yes,i kinda happy he go there,he go continue his further study Alhamdullilah. Proud of you,study hard! and tak lama tu i know abt his accident srsly rsau sangat but im glad he was okay just leaving a bit scars at his face but still hot for me haha bak kata dia "bad boy" and that time i dunno why,suddenly aku berani sangat bagi gamba when i was with him at the carnival. Yang dekat karnival tu,kawan aku yang mula mula tangkap then terus kawan aku tolak and tiba-tiba aku punya tangan and suara menggatal panggil dia,so he said "okay" then aku simpan jelah. Sampai sekarang simpan lagi okay gamba tu.It was a moment that i never forget until now. haha. But suddenly i know again,that he has a girlfriends,absolutely lawa sangat and manis haha jauh sangat beza dengan aku. Im just ordinary girl with an old fashioned,beige skin.Hmm haha.I just keep praying for your life wish you happy with her,hmm and i always hoped it,that we can be friend even not too close pun its okay but keep contact. Yeah,your phone number pun i takda what source do i get your number haha dream off youuu :').Errm bye H.A.

Please say with full of your heart okay?

yeay, do we have untuk bercinta need to learn a good words untuk ambil hati someone yang kita dah sayang. Kalau just say melalui mulut bukan hati better takyah dude. I dah pernah kena all this,ayat panjang berjela bhai but semuanya takleh pakai hampeh tul. but not all guy but for me guys are the same . Dah banyak kali kecewa ni , penat,sakit and crying over the river hahaha. Curang depan mata lgi sakit and boleh pos lagi gambar with her ex girlfriend,haa dont you think too soon lepas breakup already post pic. Seriusly,when i saw that pic and air mata mengalir,cerita sikit bro perempuan mana yang takkn keluar air mata,sakit tahu Allah saja yang tahu and nak cari pengganti its tough too soon nak accept and cari yang lain. Trauma dah ada dalam diri untuk bercinta lagi.But people always said "mana tahu jodoh kau seterusnya,lagi baik dari lelaki ni" korang tak rasa yang through all this kita yang dah kecewa and lekat lagi sayang dalam diri dia dekat kita. Nak lupakan kenangan that so many already bulid ingat boleh padam macam tu? Take time sangat and so hard nak move on,once dia move on bahagia dia lebih hahaha hope so. I think thats enough,what beside you take care of it full of care okay? chiawww ~

2014...

Dear 2014,

Many test that i've been through,macam macam kenangan pahit manis,sedih,gembira yang aku lalui. 2014 ni banyak buat diri aku tabah dalam jalani ujian hidup. Dipinggirkan,dicaci,hilang sahabat,hilang cinta dan hampir putus harapan dalam hidup. Hampir...

Tahun ni jugak kenangan yang tak disangka sangka bagi aku,cinta dengan orang yang tiada (doesnt exist people). Hahah. Thats weird huh? weird and scared for me too. haihh. Sick of it and hurt when think about it again.Crying all days, lost my appetite, lost weigh and that time im rising and move on. When im look at the man,make me sick looking at. Its hurt and hurt so bad. hmm.

And i almost give up in my life, want to quit school sometimes think want to ended my life, im not crazy but just tired of myself never make my both parents proud of me.Time tu lah,mak ayah aku ended up untuk hntar aku jauh supaya aku think abt this,i know diorg kewangan tak berapa stabil sbb nak bagi anak dia hdup berjaya dia snggup tungkus lumus dgan kudrat yg masih kuat gigih mencari duit untuk aku. Aku nak menolak semua tu bila fkir balik ni lah peluang untuk aku ubah hidup family aku.Time tu lah aku belajar betul betul,cinta tolak tepi semua. Cinta Allah jangan sesekali dipinggirkan sebab dia rindukan rintihan hamba dia,jangan sekali dah kaya lupa dekat Allah. Selalu bersyukur dan berterima kasih kepada-Nya atas segala nikmat rezeki,keluarga,kesihatan yang baik untuk teruskan kehidupan kepada kita.Allah takkan sesekali turunkan ujian berat dekat hamba dia, Allah akan bagi ujian apa yang mampu dihadapi oleh hambanya. Jangan sesekali mengeluh dengan ujiannya,tapi.. hadapilah ia dengan tabah.

Sincerely,

ddflwrs

Syukur

Today i go out with my adik and my father pergi jusco just for lunch and saja cuci mata. So kitaorg lunch and with my fav ayam masam manis , adik with her omelette fried rice and my dad with his yong taufoo.haha. Kitaorang makan-makan,gelak-gelak. And after done all that, kitaorang pun jalan-jalan,gelak non-stop laughing and kitaorg pun berhenti tgok dari atas tgok ada booth "back to school" tgok parents busy baju anak-anak untuk diorang first day school.

And my dad say like this

Dad:you know what kids ?

Me and adik: what dad ?

Dad:Dulu papa pergi sekolah baju sekolah pun takda nak pakai for go to school. Korang dah kira bersyukur sbb korang get two clothes at least boleh pakai gilir gilir and the shoes you get for to go to school. You so lucky kids ! Apa yang ada,korang kena bersyukur and pakai selagi boleh. Nak berfesyen pun boleh but ikut kesederhanaan kakak dgan adik. Kalau baju mahal2 but duit takda for what jgak kan.

Me and adik: Feel sayu dgar story papa.Thanks for the advice dad :)

So kitaorg pun continue our journey,tgok baju,tgok lelaki...? hahaha. Nooooo~ hahaha. Then gelak gelak balik. Happiness cant buy it. hermmm :)

Sincerely,
daughter.

Hey! You already beautiful!

I think kebanyakan wanita never satisfied with their self. korang dah lawa,dah cukup flawless okay ? nak lawa macam mana lagi,body dah fit semua. Korang dah lawa,dah lawa tahu? hurmm :). Ramai lagi bawah korang ada yang tak lawa,obes but confidence je teruskan hidup. Why ? surely you afraid takde guy yang nak pandang ? ohh come on, dont be beautiful because guys,be pretty of who you are okay? Dont you guys feel weird ? perempuan yang tak lawa mana pun could have a boyfriend ? You know why,sebab diorang confidence dengan diri diorang and diorang jadi diri sendiri. Sebab jodoh tu ada je just wait and bersabar.hahahaha. Lelaki tak semua ikut rupa,kalau dia think that girl dapat jaga dia,dapat bimbing dia dgan baik for his future then he proposed it :). So you guys dont scare about love.Love Allah and love yourself first. Standing in the mirrror "hey dearself,you doing great job today,be happy and dont just one person let you down you weak. You a strong person! Go grab your chance out there!". This story all noted for myself and for the girls out there. Girls,you already perfect enough and you so beautiful for who you are! :)